I saw this fellow walking the other evening with two bags of groceries (he tastefully chose paper) tucked firmly under each arm, just walking, unheeding of the rain or the traffic or of me or any other pedestrian. Eyes just fixed on nothing, in a vacant stare that seemed to be the embodiment of near-total aloofness, face emotionless. [...]
Archive for March, 2009
Rainy Day
Posted in Family Matters, J C Larkin, Reflections, The Weary World, art, bipolar, manic depression, manic depressive, mental health., tagged bipolar, bipolar depression, depression, divorce, Family Matters, J C Larkin, manic depression, relationships on March 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Upstate
Posted in Books, Reflections, art, bipolar, manic depression, manic depressive, mental health., publishing, tagged bipolar, depression, hypomania, mania, manic depression, mental health. on March 10, 2009 | 2 Comments »
There are certain inalienable elements of our ego that go right to our core; things that must be acknowledged and defined oftentimes by dint of severe effort. The book Upstate for me is just that; the kind of integral feature of one’s sense of self that without it you would cease to be defined at all. I’ve been captivated [...]
Spring Already?
Posted in Uncategorized on March 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
We’ve had winter and spring in the same week, with the temps going way up. It’s in an odd way making me anxious for crabbing season. Ahhh.. the promise of dining on Maryland crabs, one of the few perks to living in this locale. My God I love crabs, just picking through a half- bushelful, though it couldn’t possibly render [...]
Nearly Killed
Posted in art, bipolar, manic depression, manic depressive, mental health., mortality, schizoaffective, tagged art, bipolar, bipolar depression, depression, manic depression, mental health., schizoaffective on March 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I stepped off the curb today and was almost killed by a garbage truck. (A fitting end in my opinion- I never look at crossing signs or for oncoming cars) Thank God or someone for Westinghouse air brakes, because I was really almost toast. And the sad fact is that I can’t say that I [...]
