The Lawyers Cometh…

I’ve lately become very depressed about my upcoming divorce hearing. (March the 3rd) I’m really feeling emotionally unhinged and am somewhat worried about my fleeting suicidal ideations that have been popping up now and again whenever I think about it. It is beginning to really worry me that something may really be wrong this time.  It is [...]

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Days

They’re calling for snow tomorrow, so there is still a faint hope that I’ll experience a decent bit of winter before the damp dour spring arrives.  I’ve been feeling reflective lately, wishing in some ways, with my divorce pending as it is, that I had lived differently.  Just how  differently I’m not certain, but just some fundamental, nonspecific changes in [...]

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Great Valentine’s / Birthday Celebration

I had a great Valentine’s/ birthday celebration.  It was really a nice event and may have even put some meat on my bony bottom, what with all that I ate. (Prodigious amounts of seafood- honestly-piles of crab legs) Lots of coffee. desserts and talk of my latest published work, languages, books, art.  Life is good tonight- I [...]

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Happy Valentine’s !

Happy Valentine’s day all. Ah, a day of love, inspiring that. It’s odd spending Valentine’s day without an object of affection anywhere to be seen.  I am celebrating my birthday on the 14th instead of the 18th though, so I won’t spend the day alone, anyway.  I’m having some friends over for a seafood feast of [...]

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Winter Stroll

I had some upsetting news today when I went for an EKG to see just what, if anything, the Geodon was doing to my heart. I apparently have suffered a heart attack at some point in my life and hadn’t known it. (Go figure) Anyway, that kind of screws me for any elective surgery I would [...]

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